Valentine's Day 2010

So basically, this year I won't be spending Valentine's Day alone. WHY?

Because it falls on the First Day of CNY which means, I'll be spending it with my relatives and friends.

It's really sad I can't spend it with anyone special but the more the merrier. :D

Ok, as I'm typing this, I'm thinking back on the past relationships I had. I guess today can be a start to a new beginning in my love life. My past relationship was happy, sad, confusing, partly filled with anger and worries ............... yeah, a mixture of every feeling. It made me who I am today, so I won't forget any part of it. But I also do not wish to go back to it now. There were too many complications.

To me, it should just be simple. If you have mutual feelings, then let's stay together. But if you have wavering feelings, then let's not.

It sort of opened my eyes, and I'm glad it did. I talked to a few people about it, and realised how stupid I was, how naive and very childish. For all the things I've done, I do not regret it but I wished nothing happened in the first place.

So, I just wanna take things very slow for now and find who I really am? (sounds corny. LOL) But yeah, I wanna find out what kind of a person I am. Just my honest self. No lies, no masks, my true personal self. I want to show it to people. I'm sick of pretending to be nice or pretending to be someone else that everyone likes. <^.^>

I guess I'm only myself around people I'm comfortable with. Yee, Yin, Cia, a few people in the Uras gang, an online friend I've known for 5 years and some others.

In my whole entire life, I think I made more enemies than friends. :D But I'm glad the friends I made stood by me through thick and thin. Even when you guys knew the real me all this while, you accepted me for who I really am and I really appreciate that. Thank u!

So for those of you who found your other half, I wish you eternal happiness. Accept your partner for how he/she really is. If you do not, you probably don't love him/her enough. :3

As for those of you who are similar to me, let's concentrate fully on what we have now. Appreciate our friends, family and support them. There'll be a day when the one who is meant for you will appear in your life. :DDDDD

It's still early but,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

*pic stolen from google* hehe

omgg. I feel like killing myself. I can't believe I wrote that whole corny post. -__- BUT I hope it opened some minds. Hehe.

Back from KL

Hi all! Sorry I've been gone for a while. Haha. I just came back from a shooting tournament at KL. Sad to say, I didn't win any medals. But it's alright, although there's limited time for improvement, I'll continue to try my best.

Also, I met up with Jon and my sisters at KL. Went out with Jon during the noon and my sisters with my bro-in-law at night.

And now, I'm back at the office, continuing my work. <^.^>

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Have you all bought your Bak Gua yet? Hehe. What about your new year clothes? To my friends and family, do come and visit me during cny!

So yeah, that's a really short update for now, until I think of something interesting to blog about.

Oh ya, congrats to Cia Cia for winning bronze in the 3p event! :D

To Sister 1, 2, 3 and Aaron, hope you guys liked your present! <^.^>~~

Will be back soon! Take care readers~

I really like this rainbow-coloured thingie! Hahahaha!!!

EDIT : I used to have the rainbow-coloured font, but after a while, it gave me a headache. So, I changed it back to black. :D

Beautiful words

Hi all! LOL . Omg, I found this amazing site that allows me to type like this. It's so amazing right? LOL. See. All my words are in rainbow color! It looks so nice! I bet you ppl out there are jealous! Hohohohohohohohho Baiii baiii~ Excuse me for such a random post. Hahahahahahha.

New Eastern Bak Gua

Hi all! This is an advertisement made specially for those of you who wishes to eat good Chinese New Year Rou Gan/Bak Gua/pork slices.

So yeah, for those of you who were always cheated to buy hard bak gua, like seriously very hard to chew and it gives you gum exercise, fret no more! New Eastern Bak Gua is here!

The bak gua by New Eastern has an extremely soft texture with a splendid taste~ Why? Because they added honey to their pork slices. It tastes superb.

For those who dislike honey, there is no need to worry! They also have the normal-flavoured ones.

And what's more, they have other types like the XO flavour.

Also, since Chinese New Year falls on the 14th of February(Valentine's Day) this year, they even have heart-shaped slices for those who wishes to buy them as Valentine's Day gifts.

SO, WHY THE WAIT? BUY NEW EASTERN BAK GUA NOW. :D

To purchase, simply visit the stall at the entrance of Everrise BDC, and you'll see 3 humans who look like this,

Jeremy, Leslie and Logaraj

Simply purchase it from them! ~ They look better in person :D

It's RM30 per box of 500 gm. IF you purchase 1 kg (2 boxes) , you'll get a discount~ SO BUY IT NOW!

And just in case, JUST IN CASE you do not believe about the texture and taste that I commented on this post, feel free to test them out at the stall.

Lastly, don't forget to introduce it to your friends and family! :) Have a jolly Chinese New Year with New Eastern Bak Gua!!

Cheers~

BUZZER BEATTTTT~

Buzzer Beat saikou daaa!

It's a truly amazing drama. I recommend it to all drama lovers out there. I know I know, it was out a long long time ago and I've only watched it now, but I bet there are others who have not watched it as well, dakara, WATCH EEEETT!

It's basically about this professional basketballer, Kamiya Naoki (YAMAPI!!!) <^.^> who has an inferiority complex. He always tries to convince himself that he is strong but somehow during his basket ball matches, he never seem to shoot a perfect ball.........until he met Shirakawa Riko (Kitagawa Keiko)and his world changed.

Although in the start of the series he had a girlfriend but things started to change after his girlfriend --------------. Just watch it and you'll see why. I don't wanna spoil the show for you guys.

It's a great show because it does not only focus on Naoki. It also focuses on Riko, an aspiring violinist. The show tells the story of how they found strength just being with each other. They made a promise, saying they'll achieve their dreams, and never give up no matter what.

Overall, the show has its funny moments, sad moments, touching moments, happy moments and of course, angry moments. It's by far the best Japanese Drama I've watched, surpassing Akai Ito, Koizora, even Nodame Cantabile.

Besides that, they have perfect casting for the show. Each actor/actress in the show really did their role very well, esp.

Naoki (duhhh)- I would say he acts really well 'cos he gets lead roles frequently so he's pretty used to it. I LOVE YAMAPIIII,

Riko - Her character is very commendable. My favourite.,

Natsuki (Aibu Saki) as Naoki's ex-girlfriend - This girl really did her thing. LOL. Although I hated her in the drama but her acting is damn good,

Shuji (Naoki's team mate)- Such a cute character. hahaha. He always makes me laugh.

That's Yamapi as Naoki (left) and Kitagawa Keiko as Riko (right). I just loveeeeee this couple.

I watched it online on Vikii. MyS and DC has the show but their vids are linked from Veoh which is banned in Malaysia, I do not know why. Even after I finished watching it, I'm currently downloading this drama so that I can watch it ALL OVER AGAIN. <^o^>

But the torrent has limited seeders. .___.

T____T

But it's okay!!! It's worth the wait.

To save the trouble for you guys to search, watch it here. :DDDD The quality is pretty bad BUT BETTER THAN NOTHING RIGHT.

OR JUST GO DOWNLOAD.

IT'S WORTH IT!

You can download the torrents from d-addict or Tokyotosho. :D

HAPPY WATCHINGGGG!!

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Naoki : mo hanasanai.

(ichibu to zenbu chorus plays in background)

omggggggggg kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~ T______T It's so touching I cried!!!

Pocky Haul

The day before yesterday I went to Ta Kiong at tHe Spring with my parents.

Being the good child that I am, I leeched off my mom's money for more Pocky.

:DD I bought all the different kinds of Pocky I could find there. About 6 kinds. I'm lazy to take pictures of the boxes so I'll just google the pictures for you all. <^.^>

POCKY STRAWBERRY!!!
This is new I think. First time I tried it. Miruku flavour~
Choco Banana oishii!

Almond crush crush crushhh~

Pocky Strawberry! With flakes~ :)))

And the all time favourite! Pocky CHOCOO~~

I need more Pocky! D:<

Boys and Girls

Normally, a boy would fall for a girl and vice versa, and they end up together as a happy couple.

BUT, what happens if a boy falls for a boy,

and a girl falls for a girl?

Basically, for anime fans,

boy x boy = yaoi

girl x girl = yuri

Today, I shall blog about this topic. It's always ok for a person to fall for anyone they like, despite their gender, in anime(s).

But, if it happens in real life, what reaction are we, the normal ones, suppose to give?

For example, in anime (yaoi), people feel it is completely alright just because they are 2d characters. A few anime(s) that branch into that 'world' are Kyo Kara Maoh, Junjou Romantica (I love this anime!), Loveless, etc.

As for yuri, I feel that it's just wrong. Maybe it's because I'm a girl. So to me, a girl with girl relationship disgusts me (only in anime).

But that is only my opinion for 2d characters, not real life humans.

When I see a couple of the same gender in real life, I feel it is actually alright. Even if they are lesbians. I mean, as humans, we are free to fall for anyone we like, be it a different race, a different religion, even different genders.

But not all people think likewise, they feel that it's just wrong for a person to fall for the same gender. Although it's not encouraged in the society, this does not mean that everyone else should go out and tear down the dignity of gays and lesbians.

It is THEIR choice on who they wanna end up with, NOT YOURS.

You see, because of mindsets of the rest of the society, some people just can't be themselves. And what's worst? They won't open up their feelings to their closest friends and family, afraid of being rejected and looked down upon.

They just trap their feelings in themselves. Imagine if it was you who have trapped feelings that the world can't know. Wouldn't it be suffering? Yes, it will. It'll be really painful inside, as if stabbing a knife in your heart continuously.

Really now, I'm not speaking about this as if I'm against any sort of religion or anything. I'm just giving my opinion and voicing out how gays and lesbians might feel. I'm not one so I won't know how they feel exactly, but from what I'm seeing, they're seeking for acceptance and support.

It's not wrong to like someone. Does it really matter that much if the person ends up to be of same gender? Just think about it, imagine your friend or a family member happened to turn out to be a gay/lesbian. If you really love them, what would you do? Support them and accept them for who they are?

or

would you go all out to tear them down, criticize them and consider them "sick"?

What if YOU were the one who turned out being a gay/lesbian?

How would you want your loved ones to react to you?

Just think about it.